04.26.08
I am so very tired.
oh em gee…
i just spent at least an hour and a half trying to tune my freakin violin. the g was so out so i kept turning it. then BAM! it snaps. so i had change the string. then i realized that i should probably change the other strings because i havent in like a year or so. This is like the 2nd time i’ve ever changed strings on my violin. I ended up changing 3 out of the 4 strings and it took me wayy longer than it needed to. Now my fingers freakin hurt and are super tender and are all red and swollen. AND the freaking strings STILL arn’t in tune. I’ve given up because a) my back hurts from bending over and pushing the string into the tiny hole in the scroll of the violin. and b) i dont CARE ANYMORE!! well i do… i’m just scared i’m going to break something. something i do NOT want to do. so just going to wait until monday.. have someone else do it for me. 
04.24.08
random thoughts.
first blog on wordpress. though I’d try it out, you know. 
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well, freshman year is almost over. it kind of saddens me to be completely honest. it’s like life has literally flashed before my eyes. i mean i still remember the first day of kindergarten. and now i see all these seniors i know getting ready for graduations and the talk of colleges. and i feel the push from teachers trying cram a bunch of knowledge or random facts or whatever into our little brains. it’s like high school is a step. then when we graduate, we’re pushing off from base. if that makes any sense what so ever. but i can’t seriously believe that next year i will be a sophomore. i only have THREE more years left. it just doesnt seem real.
