Time to Grow Up

I wish you’d understand that you’re being so utterly selfish. The ball is in your court. I’ve already told you what you should do, and I know you know what you have to do, yet you still decide to not listen to me or do anything about the situation. I know you don’t like confrontation but you’ve got to grow up sometime. Now would be a great time seeing as you’re in college now. Sheltering yourself from everyone just because you don’t want to have interaction with one person is so childish. Not only are you hurting yourself but you’re hurting those around you. Not to mention you’re making the situation more awkward by prolonging the confrontation. I’ll always be your friend and try to be there whenever you need but you’re hindering me from being who I want to be. I feel like I’m your crutch, without me it’s like you disappear, you can’t eat lunch, eat dinner, so when I’m gone, talking to our friends, you go back home, or retreat so you don’t have to deal with anything. So please, I’m telling you as a friend who cares, suck it up, talk to her and stop being so stupid and stubborn.

 

Home

There’s about 6 days left in my first college Christmas break. Can’t believe a month has pretty much gone by– it feels like yesterday I was cramming for my first finals, shopping for gifts, and seeing cousins for Christmas. And now, I’m about to start my second semester of college.

Honestly, I’m a bit torn. I mean there is absolutely nothing like college, and I absolutely love it. But being home has been refreshing. I’m only about 20 minutes away from home while I’m in college, but I’ve missed this place. “Indepimpdence”, as I call it, is home. It’s where I’ve been all my life.

I know I have to go back to school, and actually I’m quite excited to go back. But I’m a bit saddened that I have to leave the place where I grew up. I don’t think I fully appreciated being here when I actually was living here.

However, now Jewell is also my home too. It is also where I belong. Now I can only learn from my mistakes and take in every moment I have there.

 

Adventures at Dim Sum

My aunt invited me to dim sum this morning. We had a table of 9 1/2 people. My aunt, my aunts’s client, her husband, their oldest son, his wife, their two of four kids, me, my cousin, and her new little baby girl. As we all started to make small talk, I found out that my aunt’s client’s husband went to Jewell (I think his name was Jim). And it also turns out their kids all went to Jewell too (I think they had 4 as well). Small world. And it really just made me miss being there, talking about all the buildings, the things they did while they were there, because it’s something familiar.

In other news, there was an Asian-Look-Alike of Forrest at dim sum too. He sat kinda caddy corner from our table. He dressed an awful like Forrest and his mannerism were somewhat similar, except Forrest is a lot more immature, probably. And his hair… oh my! Quite exquisite. Very good looking. Hehehe!