School is lame. Life is lame. Too many decisions. Too many activities.
Should I drop Chem for Botany and Animal Development? Should I do tennis AND golf? Should I just do tennis? Can I just manage the golf team? What exactly will APUSH and ALAC bring? Did I take too many hard classes? What have I set myself up for? 
I’m too scared to find out. Junior year is going to blow, I can already tell. Good thing I have people to talk it out with. What on earth would I do without them?! And thank goodness for this blog when I am in desperate need.
Here’s the low down on just several situations/problems:
1) The whole “JAM” situation.You-know-who plays the lovely sport of golf and was rather fantastic last year taking the number one spot at our school. You-know-who, the girl, is probably goingto do golf this year BECAUSE of you-know-who, the guy. The guy SAYS he’s suppose to help out with the team this year (so the girl told me). I’m tired of her dangling him in front of my face. Whether it’s on facebook, over text, or her going shopping with her other friends, I am f-ing tired of it all. It hurts and I’m not sure how she cannot possibly think it doesn’t. So yes, I am jealous. And I do NOT want her on that team. That brings me to number 2.
2) To tennis or to golf? Tennis is pretty much my thing; anyone could tell you that. Golf is something I just sort of picked up this summer. Of course it was motivated by a certain someone; I really do LOVE it BUT by no means am I good at it. They say I could do both and that’s what I would probably do since there is NO WAY on this earth that I would leave tennis, especially since the season has already started, that just would be rude. I think I could do it… but talk about the stress!! Could I manage it? I’ve got SO many things going; with practice and just the hard classes alone are going tobe killer. That’s why I thought of managing the team. That way, I can still “golf” and sort of be there with the you-know-who’s AND be an active member of the tennis team. That’s a great day for everyone.
3) The hard classes and junior year.Their names? American Literature and Composition, AP-US History, and Pre-AP Chemistry. Oh man. I’ve asked seniors how hard some of these classes were and I am truly scared. The class that I’ve considered droppingis the Chem class. I love Mooney but is it worth all the BLAH!? Plus, I can be a lazy person, and you’ve got homework every night in that class!! And science isn’t much of my thing. I’ve considered dropping it for Botany and Animal Development. Botany, I hear, is a “coloring” class AND is weighted. Animal Devel is taught by Heide, possibly one of the coolest teachers but yet is extremely unorganized and forgets things sometimes. I’ve heard it’s an easy class AND it’s weighted also, I believe.
THE CONCLUSION.
For part one, I’m still not sure what to do there. I’m still waiting for those feelings to pass. Although I really do want to stay in touch and be friends with the guy. I was even considering asking him to go to the receptionportion of my cousin’s wedding, which is in approx. a month. For part two, I am definitely sticking with tennis. I would LOVE for the chance to play ONE tournyor at LEAST manage the girls golf team… even managing the boy’s team would be great, maybe even both seasons. I could care less if I was on JV. Just being on the team get to see him and to watch the “competition”. For part three, as much as I’d love to drop it, I have a feeling I’m sticking with chemistry.
I like how most of these problems intertwine with each other… high school… UGH. Luh-aaaame.