Leung’s Ramblings

I need to get some feelings out before I go to sleep. Because it’s going to bug me until I do.
Summer school started today. And it’s not easy sharing it with the rival school. And it’s really driving me insane. Or at least somewhat close to that. We’re not really know as the “super school” that’s GREAT at all sports, or has the BEST equipment. Or the MOST money. But seriously, to bash our school like that is really ridiculous. I can’t explain it without just screaming it..
OMG… sorry we can’t cater to your EVERY need! Just live with it for a FRICKIN MONTH! 23 DAYS! OMG. You guys should just shut the eff up… I mean everyone who went to your school last summer had to put up with the same CRAP! Sorry that we can’t make the school smaller so you can find every class you have with ease. GOSH IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY. AND please stop complaining. Sorry that I didn’t BUILD THE FRICKIN SCHOOL! What the CRAP!! Stop saying, “You’re school’s a CRAP HOLE! No offense.” RIGHT IN FRONT of ME! And just so you know that is kind of offensive. Gosh you guys are such pricks sometimes. I guess that’s why you guys go to the school you go to.

Yesterday was the last day. But when I REALLY think about it, I truly cannot believe that I have finished yet another year of school. Everything seems to be flying by. I’m growing up so fast; cheesy but true. But anyway, here’s somethings I remember from the 2007-08 school year.

I REMEMBER:
freshman orientation. first tennis match. tennis districts. orchestra/band concerts. the faculty christmas play. first mid-terms. bottom locker. the teachers. the lunch table. skipping AR points for the first trister. my 107% in english. freshman committee thing. freshman career day. freshman awards. essays for english. yearbook fiasco. senior crushes (there were a few. soccer players. :)). being sorta in the musical. FLF. male cheerleaders. pep assemblies. getting a 2 at contest. watching mythbusters in science. kendyl and her little contests at wendy’s. the tennis bus. getting up extra early to be on time for my ride. finishing a book in less than 2 weeks. a day no pigs would die. romeo and juliet. the quadratic formula song!! kirchoff’s outbursts. making food in life skills. making my mini room in life skills 2. sewing pillows. sick STDs slide show. the dumb bellringers in health. watching tv shows on my ipod in health. the stupidness of orchestra. the seniors in orch. sitting next to you-know-who (ick..). the freshman circle. cracking up in english because of carr. having a heavy backpack going home. walking home. some sick convos at lunch. having a sinking feeling in my stomach when i didnt finish my homework. senior’s graduation. getting straight A’s all year. snow days. and the last day. BEING A BEAR!

I WISH:
I wish and hope that I would stop caring so much about what others think. I hope that I will be more involved next year. I wish I could just say what i feel. I wish I would just stop procrastinating.

ADVICE TO THE NEW:
Enjoy your first year; it goes by fast. Not even kidding. Don’t use a tray, you’ll look weird. Get involved; you’ll make friends and you’ll do things you’ve probably never done. Go to the dances and games; you’ll feel bad later if you don’t. Don’t slack on your work; you’ll REGRET it. Not even kidding. And stock up on extra credit; f you take a slip, it won’t be as bad. What do you have to lose!? Watch who you talk to, remember you’re considered as a stupid freshman now.

Seniors Last Day.
As much as I think it’s unfair,
I am pretty sure that I’m going to be pretty upset when the day’s over.

So tomorrow is Seniors Last Day. Which means that there’s a senior assembly. My cousin is a senior. She said that I should go. You know, to kill time. Plus tomorrow is a block day. So today over the announcements, they say if you’re a freshie or soph. you need to get a permission slip to get out of class if you want to go. I go to the House Office after 3rd block. I say, “I need a permission slip for the senior assembly.” She ask for and writes my name down on the sheet. She says, “Are you Anita’s sister?” I tell her yes, even though that’s not true. She then logs onto the computer. It takes a while and she says, “I’m just verifying the address to make sure you guys live in the same house.” I’m thinking, CRAP. Because obviously we don’t live under the same roof. So then I blurt out the fact that I’m actually her cousin. She gives me a look and thinks about it and goes to check with one of the admins. He says, “It’s suppose to be only for siblings.” She looks at me and says, sorry. And I walk out feeling somewhat embarrassed. Walking to 4th block and while in 4th block, I ponder on what I could have said instead so that I could actually go. Here’s what I came up with:
1) Our parents separated.
2) We live in different houses because of a divorce.
3) We’re step-sisters.
4) We’re really really super close and it’s important that I be there.
I think the thrid one would have probably worked the best. Too bad I’m not good at lying. Bleh. So I’m not going to be able to see what it’s like to be a senior on Seniors last day. I really wanted to go too. Poop.

first blog on wordpress. though I’d try it out, you know.
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well, freshman year is almost over. it kind of saddens me to be completely honest. it’s like life has literally flashed before my eyes. i mean i still remember the first day of kindergarten. and now i see all these seniors i know getting ready for graduations and the talk of colleges. and i feel the push from teachers trying cram a bunch of knowledge or random facts or whatever into our little brains. it’s like high school is a step. then when we graduate, we’re pushing off from base. if that makes any sense what so ever. but i can’t seriously believe that next year i will be a sophomore. i only have THREE more years left. it just doesnt seem real.