06.03.09
Just Peachy.
Monday I decided to tell him. I went up to his work and we chatted. That was after about an hour trying to get the courage to go over to him. Yeah, I’m a chicken. He was wearing the “cotton candy combo” as he has referred to it before. He was cutting out Chinese throwing stars out of cardboard. (They weren’t busy, thank goodness.) He just cracks me up with how random he is, it makes me laugh. We small talked for a couple of minutes. Then I started with… “I need to tell you something….. I sort of have… a crush on you.” I THINK his reply was something to the extent of, “You know I already knew, right?” Of course I can’t remember because I was to busy freaking out because I just told the guy I liked him. THANK GOD nothing bad happened. In fact, when I said I should probably go, he told me to not go because he was bored. CAH-UTE!!
Anyway, we ended up talking for about 40ish minutes about things and stuff. That night I seriously COULD NOT go to sleep because I was replaying the entire conversation in my head and I seriously could not stop smiling.
Yesterday, I decided to find out how he “knew.” So I texted. (By the way, you’d think it’d be easier to text him now, BUT NO! If anything, it might be harder!! LAME!) Low and behold, Matthew Wheaton didn’t lie when he said he told him. THAT LITTLE TURD. :P Ugh, oh well, I’m happy with how things have turned out, not saying I’m going to get the guy. But, my cousin IS having a wedding in a couple of months, maybe I’ll need a date. Lol. We’ll see how it works out.
I decided to tell him so maybe I could get some closure to stop liking this kid. But after Monday night, I fear that I have not even begun to start turning around. I think I’ve only walked deeper on the path that I wanted to get out of. Yikes.
Why, JA, must I be attracted to you?!! (Ha, he even asked me this question on Monday.)
Lame.
06.01.09
Dear JA.
Dear JA,
I wish I could truly express how I feel about you. You have no earthly idea how much trouble I have gone to talk to you or for you just to notice me this year. It’s rather ridiculous now that i think about it.
In the process, you’ve earned two nicknames: Sparkling Water and JAM. Water because in 7th grade the code name for my crush then was “water”. We tacked on “sparkling because you are sparkling. Ha, not really but kinda in a strange way. You got JAM because Matthew Wheaton decided to tag my car during the last week for seniors with “I heart J.A.” I added on the “M” so my mom wouldn’t know. Smart, right? lol.
Those times we went to Penney’s, not because we wanted to go shopping. Okay, well maybe a few times I went in to actually get something, but mostly it was because of you. LAME I know. Belch.
And the time you dropped out of orchestra, and I tried to bring you back in by telling you to show up to Chamber Orchestra. I was so afraid of getting yelled at by G. Luckily she still doesn’t know. But then you decided to have a “prior engagement” the night of the concert. LAME. It’s okay though, cause I’ve gotten past that. ![]()
But honestly, how do you have to be so unique from all the other guys out there? An amazing musician, pretty good golfer, sweet, outgoing, and freakin’ hilarious. Probably not the brightest crayon in the box, but I’ve gotten past that. ![]()
It’s been really hard on me the past few weeks. You see, now that you’re no longer in high school anymore, I don’t get to see you that much. Yeah we text, but if you knew how freakin’ nervous I am… I wouldn’t consider it a great conversation. And they’re hardly that great of texts. Except for when you use “sweetheart” although I’m sure you don’t mean it that way.
On top of all this, I’ve gotten a new friend, who is also crazy about you too. To be completely honest, I feel I’m more deserving… Don’t tell her I said that. I’m sure she feels the same way but flipped. Lame is what I’d like to call this situation. “Lame!” as you would say.
I feel as though I’ve lost the race, the race that started right before winter break of 2008. She’s gotten to you faster than I have. I feel I need to wave the white flag. Which is why I’m DYING to tell you that I really do LOVE, LIKE YOU. BLAH.. if only it were this easy to tell you. I was thinkin’ that maybe if I told you, it could change your opinion. But I’m not sure.. I can only hope.
With love,
Megan
05.31.09
So it’s been a while, eh?
Summer is finally here. Well it’s been approximately four days into it, so maybe I’m a little late. This year’s been one I definitelywon’t forget anytime soon. It has been filled with so many great times, horrible times, and times where you don’t feel the need to remember. I’ve learned things that will be needed but will be forgotten, things that are random and useless, and things that will help me along my “journey of life.”
I’ll remember my second block of AP World History the most. Gosh, I think it’s safe to say that more than half of the people in there felt like they were going to die. It’s safe to say that this is the first class that anyone actually studied for. Lame but true.
I’ll always remember all the bickering and “ROASTED” chats. And those random convos Mr. Siskwould have with us before class started that wasted at least a good twenty minutes of class. Those were pretty amazing.
My second favorite class I ABSOLUTELY LOVED was my Pre-AP English II class. Not only did I learn to become a better writer, but my teacher was amazingly amazing, and lunch was this block. HA. In this classroom, I learned that “To Kill A Mocking Bird” was not a boring book. I learned of those “:) Face Tricks” that give a voice to writing (even included in this blog! Look how that worked out Ms. P!). And I learned that Mariah would like a pickle for a nickle.
Lunch was probably one of the best parts to 5th block. I’ll miss having so many friends in my English class. I’ll miss freaking out about the papers due.. although I’m sure Am. Lit. and Comp. is going to require a lot of papers too.. yikes.
I’ll miss those little moments. Like orchestra FIRST SEMESTER. If only I knew then, what I know now. Something would have been different. But hey, I gained a friend in the process of not knowing.
I’ll miss having that “cute kid” (who’s initials are ASW) in my Spanish and English class. I’ll miss the “HOT SUB” who really is the hottest person to walk the earth. Hopefully he’ll sub next year too. Man, what a hot piece of meat!!
I most definitelywon’t miss all the drama that came with the tennis team. Hopefully next season won’t any worse.. but I have a feeling it will be. LAME. I’ll miss the BEST foreign exchange student ever, BOONG! We were the “Asian Sensations” and we were amazing. I’ll miss the trip to MIZZOU for state for music.. and all the walking we did. And those crab legs at dinner and the “crab legs, ice cream, and MORE crab legs!!” that that someone ate.
And… all those choir concerts that I attended. And those other musical concerts.. AND being in the pit for “Annie”. You’re never fully dress without a smile!! Then randomly singing those songs like five months after the last show. Then all the theater kids yelling at you to stop because they’re so sick of the songs.
Haha! I’ll miss the first orchestra lock-in with a limited amount of people that made it fun. Oh, and the time I wore two different shoes to school… man, that was embarrassing. And going to graduation, when I really shouldn’t have gone… just for that “one” reason. HA.
Yeah, sophomore year has definitely been one for the record books. It’s one where I can safely say that it has changed my life. It’s one where I realize that I have changed. And that life goes on no matter how much you want to push the “pause” button. Two years down, two more to go.
08.08.08
Quick Blog…
Happy 27th Birthday ROGER FEDERER!
Beijing Olympics started today…
GO USA, HONG KONG, and CHINA!
06.02.08
Problem.
I need to get some feelings out before I go to sleep. Because it’s going to bug me until I do.
Summer school started today. And it’s not easy sharing it with the rival school. And it’s really driving me insane. Or at least somewhat close to that. We’re not really know as the “super school” that’s GREAT at all sports, or has the BEST equipment. Or the MOST money. But seriously, to bash our school like that is really ridiculous. I can’t explain it without just screaming it..
OMG… sorry we can’t cater to your EVERY need! Just live with it for a FRICKIN MONTH! 23 DAYS! OMG. You guys should just shut the eff up… I mean everyone who went to your school last summer had to put up with the same CRAP! Sorry that we can’t make the school smaller so you can find every class you have with ease. GOSH IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY. AND please stop complaining. Sorry that I didn’t BUILD THE FRICKIN SCHOOL! What the CRAP!! Stop saying, “You’re school’s a CRAP HOLE! No offense.” RIGHT IN FRONT of ME! And just so you know that is kind of offensive. Gosh you guys are such pricks sometimes. I guess that’s why you guys go to the school you go to.
05.30.08
A Year in Review
Yesterday was the last day. But when I REALLY think about it, I truly cannot believe that I have finished yet another year of school. Everything seems to be flying by. I’m growing up so fast; cheesy but true. But anyway, here’s somethings I remember from the 2007-08 school year.
I REMEMBER:
freshman orientation. first tennis match. tennis districts. orchestra/band concerts. the faculty christmas play. first mid-terms. bottom locker. the teachers. the lunch table. skipping AR points for the first trister. my 107% in english. freshman committee thing. freshman career day. freshman awards. essays for english. yearbook fiasco. senior crushes (there were a few. soccer players.
). being sorta in the musical. FLF. male cheerleaders. pep assemblies. getting a 2 at contest. watching mythbusters in science. kendyl and her little contests at wendy’s. the tennis bus. getting up extra early to be on time for my ride. finishing a book in less than 2 weeks. a day no pigs would die. romeo and juliet. the quadratic formula song!! kirchoff’s outbursts. making food in life skills. making my mini room in life skills 2. sewing pillows. sick STDs slide show. the dumb bellringers in health. watching tv shows on my ipod in health. the stupidness of orchestra. the seniors in orch. sitting next to you-know-who (ick..). the freshman circle. cracking up in english because of carr. having a heavy backpack going home. walking home. some sick convos at lunch. having a sinking feeling in my stomach when i didnt finish my homework. senior’s graduation. getting straight A’s all year. snow days. and the last day. BEING A BEAR!
I WISH:
I wish and hope that I would stop caring so much about what others think. I hope that I will be more involved next year. I wish I could just say what i feel. I wish I would just stop procrastinating.
ADVICE TO THE NEW:
Enjoy your first year; it goes by fast. Not even kidding. Don’t use a tray, you’ll look weird. Get involved; you’ll make friends and you’ll do things you’ve probably never done. Go to the dances and games; you’ll feel bad later if you don’t. Don’t slack on your work; you’ll REGRET it. Not even kidding. And stock up on extra credit; f you take a slip, it won’t be as bad. What do you have to lose!? Watch who you talk to, remember you’re considered as a stupid freshman now.
05.26.08
DC Tug Of War: KC or Tulsa?
So according to myfoxkc.com, there’s a tug of war. Tulsa claims him, but I KNOW that KC is pretty much his home. I mean he did grow up here. He went to elementaryschool, high school, even worked around the area. When it was homecoming week, he CAME BACK to KC. On Jay Leno, he said that he went home to KANSAS CITY! In my own opinion, David Cook belongs to Kansas City. Maybe he wasn’t born here, but he was certainly RAISED. And he was only in Tulsa for a tiny bit of his life. Therefore, I say, KC wins this one.
05.21.08
And the winner is….
DAVID COOK!!!
David Cook is proclaimed winner of American Idol. It was a extreme win with 12 million votes over David A.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?
The hometown idol. I live in the metro area where David C. is from! WOW! I am so estatic, as you can imagine. I even cried… not even a joke. ![]()
I still can’t believe it! I guess my votes really did count!!
CONGRATS DC! YOU MADE IT BIG!! NO JOKE!!!
05.18.08
Danggg.
Who ever thought I’d scream for a graduate?
Well I did, and it was LOUD.
The applause was dying and I screamed, “GO ANITAAA!”
My voice even cracked!! (ha!)
Not even kidding.
After doing it I was like, “Did I really just do that?” ![]()
Congrats class of 2008!
You did it.
This weekend was SERIOUSLY not a good weekend to write a paper. HA!
Ohhh well, I have 101% in that class.
